Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Getting In Submissive Mode
Getting In Submissive ModeItems NeededRubber Band or ribbonShaving EquipmentTask DurationOne week – 7 daysEach day for seven days you will do the following:• Wear your ribbon or rubber band on your left wrist for at least 8 hours while awake as a symbol of your submission.• Every morning and evening kneel and repeat the manta out loud “I want to work on my submission so that I can be the best submissive possible.”• Kneel naked for 10 minutes. You are not allowed to masturbate while kneeling. During this kneeling you will choose the following to think about (choose one for each day):• What does your submission means to you• Ways that work for you to get into the submissive mode• Things that you would enjoy as a submissive• Things you would not enjoy as a submissive• How can you better your submission• What excites you the most about being a submissive• What scares you the most• What do you find works best for you to be put in the submissive mode• You will provide an edge each day, but you are not allowed to orgasm until after you write and post your final report.• Shave your genitals. (This can be every other day if needed)ReportingI would like you to keep a small daily journal stating what you thought about while kneeling, if you managed to edge and how and finally if you kept the daily ritual of wearing your symbolism of submission and your daily mantra. At the end of the seven days, post your journal and a final report with all your thoughts and feelings regarding your submission and if these rituals helped in putting you in subby mode. After you have posted your final report, then and only then may you orgasm.Hope you like it!
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At 7:30 am
I arose and went into the shower. My master has instructed me to shave my mons. I took the soap and slowly lathered my mons. As I began to draw the razor against my skin for the first time in my life, I felt myself becoming wet at the thought of pleasing my master.
After my mons became smooth. I left the shower and began my daily meditations. As I knelt down on my knees, I repeated “I want to work on my submission so that I can be the best submissive possible.”• My master has instructed me to focus this and nothing else for at least ten minutes. After a few minutes my knees began to hurt. I embraced the pain and continued repeating the mantra. Knowing that my submission is the only thing that matters.
When I finished my meditation, I put a tight rubber band on my left wrist so that everytime I felt the pain I thought of my submission. Today, my focus was on "what does submission mean to me?" To me submission means to willingly bow to the wishes of my master....his pleasure will be mine and my obedience will then please him.
While my knees still hurt, I began to touch my slick, wet pussy. My master has allowed me to touch myself until I edge. I have never done this before, but I will obey. As I stroked myself I thought of what it means to be submissive to me and the rewards that I will get from my master. I want to please him above all things. I did not penetrate my pussy, I want to feel my master's cock in me only. Soon I was very close to orgasm and I stopped. It was one of the hardest things that I have done. Who would know? I would know and I am committed to pleasing my master.
6:30
On my knees I was naked as I again repeated that I want to work on my submission so that I can be the best sub possible for my master. Soon, the pain came and then the satisfaction of knowing that I will be rewarded in the end. scheduled
Starting thge submissive mode training on a truck is somewhat different then most submissive surrounding be like. There is very little space and it hard to keep still on knees while moving because of the movement of the truck. Doing the best one could stay still on knees while thoughts of the path that lays ahead of me. The message of I want to work on my submission so that I can be the best submissive possible doesn't enter my head. Mine is I'm a submissive that has propose in servicing a Master. One seekd and knows one day will find this Master. Even if one scared at times of one own scars as well as one own demons. Yet mind will not give up the arch of searching.
Evening training of submissive modewas a adventure of shaving. Shaving of any nature is different being on the road all the time on the truck. First there getting all the bathroom items together incluing clothes. Once inside the truck stop main building to sign up for a shower room normaly there about 12 to 14 shower rooms in a truck stop. Once inside a shower room that has a shower as well as a basic normal bathroom only at times it just a shower rarely its a bath tub. After starting to shave in the main shower area after shaving the basic areas. Took extra time on shaving the clit area. the different between normal every day lives of others in the world and truck driver lives well is a wide area of things that most take for granded.
Day 2
7:30 am
I arose and immediatly began my morning meditation repeating "I want to work on my submission so that I can be the best submissive possible". I repeated this phrase for ten minutes. As my knees became sore from kneeling, I focused harder on my task know that I would be rewarded in the end by my master.
After my ten minutes I arouse and put the tight rubber band on my left wrist. My focus today was on things that I will enjoy as a submissive. As I felt the constriction of the rubber band I thought of pleasing my one true master. I will enjoy his firm hand to correct me, his touch when I have been good, and my punishments when I am bad.
6:45 pm
As I again went to my knees to meditate, I found the arousal that I had been fighting all day begin to overwhelm me. I am used to touching my cunt whenever I want to, and learning to wait is very hard for me. I again repeated the mantra and focused on the things that would enjoy as a submissive. After the very long ten minutes were up I could feel the moisture dripping down my legs.
As I sat there on my knees I began to touch my slick cunt. Rubbing gently at first and then faster and harder. Right before I came I stopped...it was almost painful...but I await my masters reward...
Since at times its hard to post each day being on the truck I write each day of training myself to become a better submissive. On the second day of meditation I work on Things that you would enjoy as a submissive. The things I thought about was servicing in a balance. As well as enjoy bring pleasure. Enjoy knowing I can service my best.
On the third day of meditation I work on Things you would not enjoy as a submissive. Wich is just as important as what I enjoy about being a submissive. I don't enjoy not being listen to when I'm interested in training with a Master. I don't enjoy being told one thing then its not done for sample being told yes on training and not being training fully.
The fourth day of meditation I worked on How can you better your submission. To better my submission
is to make sure to not get disppointed with the let downs with training to go on with my studies and find a better Master to train with.
What excites you the most about being a submissive? A simple question to ask during meditation of the fifth day. Some who say it the pleasure mixed with pain that excites them the most about being a submissive. For one such as me that has a mind of years of fantasy and study mixed with each other. Its the look in the eyes that excites just a look of that tell from other saying I need you, I going to come get you, I going to lock you up and tease you until you beg. This excites me makes my breathing go wild. Its hard to place into words how the look makes all the different it just does plain and simple. Control of nature with my body is a battlefield once this look is given. Here I sit and think on this grow wet with need not able to ease the ache of building. I just breath and relax as I think and meditat.
What scares you the most on sixth day of getting in the submissive mode. First getting on my knees earily in the morning. Closing my eyes picturing my true Master there watching me as I spoken about what scares me most for ten mintues of time meditating. Speaking on all what scares me most about being a submissive. Talked on my fears with anal as well as my fears not being the best submissive I can be. After ten mintues under told to do so by my Master to touch myself I begin caressing the outerlips of my clit. Then started flicking inside up against my numb inside between the outerlips of my clit. Once told to move my fingers inside I control my breathing to control my need to cream. Moving my fingers in and out fast and hard to bring myself to the edge of pleasure. Yet not crossing the edge stopping as I stood up my legs throbbing from not creaming wiggling just a bit until the ache slowly goes away.
What scares me most meditation started with kneeling in front of the bed area of the truck. speaking out once more on what scares me most being a submissive.
After ten minutes of speaking on them. While my black ribbon knotted on my lift wrist. Once done speaking on what scares me most I once again allowed to play with myself to bring my body once again to the edge yet not allowed to fully bring myself to pleasure.
So good......
day 1
i got up and immediately put a rubberband on my wrist to remind me it is a symbol of my submission.i will then kneel and say "I want to work on my submission so that i can be the best submissive possible.while i was kneeling i chose to think about"Things that i would enjoy as a submissive" i would enjoy being around other slaves and serving Master.i did edge that day,but i didn't go over.i also knelt that night for 10 mins.and said "I want to work on my submission so that i can be the best submissive possible.
day 2
i put my ribbon on my wrist as a symbol of my submission.after that i knelt for 10 mins while saying "I want to work on my submission so that i can be the best submissive possible.then i started thinking about "What does my submission mean to me" it means to me that i gave myself to Master to be the best slave i can be. i did edge that day and didn't go over.at night i knelt and repeated "I want to work on my submission so that i can be the best submissive possible"
day 3
when i woke up i shaved my genitals so that it would be smooth.then i put a rubber band on my wrist as a symbol of my submission. i then knelt and said "I want to work on my submission so that i can be the best submissive possible" then i chose to think about "How i can better my submission" i feel that i can better myself by learning all that there is to learn. i also edged but didn't go over.i knelt that night,and repeated"I want to work on my submission so that i can be the best submissive possible
day 4
in the morning i got up and put a ribbon on my wrist as a symbol of my submission.i then knelt for 10 mins saying "I want to work on my submission so that i can be the best submissive possible.after that i started thinking about "Ways that work for me to get into the submissive
mode" i prefer to think about ways to make my Master pleased and have that on my mind.
i edged that day and again didn't go over. then in the evening i again knelt and said "I want to work on my submission so that i can be the best submissive possible"
by mary
day 5
on this day i shaved and then put on my ribbon as a symbol of my submission.i then knelt and said"I want to work on my submission so that i can be the best submissive possible. then i thought about "Things that i wouldn't enjoy as a submissive" i don't like blood,children or scat.i edged that day and didn't go over.i then that night i knelt and said "I want to work on my submission so that i can be the best submissive possible.
day 6
on this day i got up and put my rubber band on as a symbol of my submission.i then knelt and said "I want to work on my submission so that i can be the best submissive possible" then i thought about "What excites me the most about being a submissive" i feel excited when Master wants me to pleasure him and attend to his needs.i edged and didn't go over.at night i then knelt and said " I want to work on my submission so that i can be the best submissive possible"
day 7
on the last day,i got up and shaved my genitals.i then put on a ribbon as a symbol of my submission.i then knelt and said "I want to work on my submission so that i can be the best submissive possible" then i thought about "What scares me the most" i get scared when Master looks at me and then tells me that i am in trouble. i edged and didn't go over. then at night i knelt and said " I want to work on my submission so that i can be the best submissive possible.
i enjoyed this Task.i loved the idea of wearing a symbol of my submission.it kept me in this mode.it helped me a lot.i edged each day but i concentrated on not going over.yes all of this put me in the submissive mode.it helped me realize a lot about being a submissive.Thanks Master for letting me do this Task
Posted by mary at 7:45 PM
i arose that morning,going to the bathroom to shave.after i did that i knelt down and and said I want to work on my submission so that I can be the best submissive possible.i will focus on this for 10 mins.i then put a rubberband on my wrist to remind me of my submission.i thought about what submission means to me.it means that a slave obeys their Master or Mistress,to be the best they can be.to do exactly what is asked of them.i touched myself to go to the edge,as told to.this was hard for me.but i didn't go over,so i hope that Master will be pleased
by k
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